I believe I'm on what will turn out to be the final chapter of Stud, which causes feelings of elation, but also a bit of trepidation. Finishing one book means I have to begin another, and there's that tough old question of where to start. I already know the opening scene, but how the characters got there is still a mystery that I may not solve for another six months. It takes me that long to get to know the characters, which is why beginnings are so hard for me. I can't sit down and map out a character's life and know how they feel or how they talk. I know that's how you're "supposed" to do it, but it's just not my style. I have to plunge into the story and discover them as I go.To be sure, I always have a basic idea in my head of who they are, but since characters grow and change over time, the person you start a story with may not be the same one present at the end.
I finished up the second to last chapter a couple of days ago, and then had to work the past two nights, which gives me a little more time to savor the final paragraphs. I hate rushed or abrupt endings. I want to take the time to explore a few possibilities, so readers have some idea what's in store for the characters after that final period. It may take another week to actually finish, but still, I feel rather victorious at having come so far, so what better way to announce that achievement than with Sam giving us a double V shot. No matter which way you turn him, he's giving us a V for VICTORY!!!!



